I know not what is happening in your life and what you are going through, I won’t force you to tell me unless you want to do so. I don’t know what the matter is, but I know this for sure that you are a very strong girl and that you don’t get shattered so easily for the biggest tides that you’ve faced. I can’t handle you doing such crazy stuff to yourself, you have no idea how disturbing it is to watch you excruciating with pain. It is only going to hurt you even more and not throw light to any path of solutions. But every problem is a solution in disguise, we will surely find a way out. You don’t have to be depressed about it and fling around with a fake smile that you don’t mean. Also, don’t cut yourself off from everyone, that is not how the world runs. Life is all about testing yourself against all odds and this triumph makes life worth living.
I know that I haven’t been able to give you much time and I apologize for that. I feel like I made you feel alienated even when you were right in front in my eyes. I couldn’t communicate with you very well but I hope that it isn’t late to make amends. I always have your back. If you ever look back in time, I’ll always be there waiting, and I hope you know that you’re loved and cared for.